January 4, 2013
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Beautiful Dreamer (Re-Post)
He is beyond the narrow valley - he has clawed his way into the dreamery
But this deliberate and medicated journey is now flawed
By the smoky drabness of this mid-fall day
Before the silencing of snow overtakes and muffles his languor
Wild things seem to fly at him from this bitter-leaden patch of sky
Try as he might to sweep them away - still they come
Hounding him into a sort of middle consciousness
Not fully aware - not yet swollen with the rudeness of sleep
He sees island spruce bending slightly waiting for inevitable ice
Even though the scrubs of alders he struggles through
Are burnished bright with death of leaf
Their lovely tangled leaves on fire - their sugars spent
He stumbles and is jabbed by lost branches of stiff birch
He is in pain - he is bloodied by their vicious sharpness - he is hurt
He must get help - but who on this massacred island is there for him?
He is ravished by fear - no one will find him - there is no one to help
He has lost his way - where is the middle path? - the one he must take
To return to "life among the living"* - so much of this tangled mass of moss
Falling from above is stuffing up his mouth - he cannot breathe
The wild things are crawling into him and biting his insides - he hurts
He is on a gravel beach - He picks up a stone with a starfish
Frozen into it a billion years ago - and there are bloated bodies floating now
Carved up by cruiser fire in the Pacific straits - eyes eaten by crabs
A totem washed out of an African grave glides on a wavelet toward him
A huge cranberry wave roars up beyond the sea-moss laden ledges
Seas fairy-colored by buoys - brilliant hues of yellow-greens and reds and oranges
Detonate below him and carry him flying above the blood of bodies
Seeping from smashed ships lining the bottom of seething Leyte Gulf
He is in the forest again - its blackness blinds him - he cannot breathe
On this rocky outcrop the ghosts of Sarah Bradford and her eight children
Smother him with hugs and tender kisses - has he come to save them
From the axes of rampaging savages? - they cling to him like sucker-fish
The wilderness suddenly explodes - a great copper-beech crushes down on him
Mud seeps into all his openings - he struggles to free himself from the mush
Cormorants light on the copper's branches and peck at him - why are they here?
So far from the implacable sea - a harbor seal slithers toward him barking softly
It smiles a toothy smile and sucks the smothering mud from out of him
What is this animal doing in the middle of this violent tree-fall?
Eyes open dully - comforted by blindingly brilliant sun filling his room
Breath slows - he has survived yet again - to return to "life among the living"
(In the early 1600's, Abenaki Indians harassed by white settlers. killed a white woman and her eight children
who had fled to an island in Muscongus Bay, Maine) *Marsden Hartley
Comments (3)
Fascinating story. I think you referred to Sarah Bradford and her children in something you wrote a couple of years ago.
@Roadkill_Spatula - You are so right... I did not realize I posted this some years ago... My list of friends has grown since then and I wanted to post something new... I have added a note to this entry as being a re-post... I'm into my late 80's and becoming more forgetful... Blessings to you and yours...@Roadkill_Spatula -
I was riveted. I too believe that I have read something about Sara Bradford and her children in the past in one of your blogs. Thank you for re-posting it.
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